Echoes of the Past

February 11th, 2003 4:21 AM

“I did that once. I took twenty two pills, and tried to kill myself. After I got out of the mental hospital, I told my boyfriend about it, and tried to make him feel guilty.

“I guess I really didn’t want to kill myself. If I had, I probably would have taken the whole bottle.

“Anyway, you shouldn’t let her blame you. I was really depressed when I did it. It wasn’t really his fault.

“It’s so nice to talk to someone I don’t know. I don’t have to lie to you like I do with my friends. It feels good to just say these things.”

No comment yet, except the fact that I debated whether or not to even bring this up. In the end, I can’t help who reads this blog, but I can at least try to maintain the integrity of writing down what I think, and what I feel, and what I do, painful though it may be.

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that’s really harsh greg……. wish you could have at least brought this up if you even thought the situation was remotly similar…. but i guess you never thought to even talk to me about it……

Posted by: becky on February 12th, 2003 4:44 AM

It was never your fault…… I know that…. and if you had tried to talk to me or something you would have understood that……

Posted by: becky on February 12th, 2003 10:45 AM