2003
January 1st, 2003 8:19 AM
New Years. I feel so out of touch with people. Which raises the question, was I ever in touch? On one hand, I find myself accepting, at least outwardly and to some extent, the social setting of parties, while on the other these settings seem to only make me feel more alienated, lonely and socially awkward. I find I cannot and will not acquiesce to some of the demands of social gatherings, yet this remains a troubling source of continued divergence between myself and a desired social position.